All our new chickens are fucking roosters. One is sticking his chest out and full on crowing. The other two continue to bicker and stick their neck ruffs out at each other like little lions. holy fuck. i have been feeding these little fuckers for like 2 months and i demand EGGS in return.
They are going back to the farm tomorrow. dammit. They were so cute too.
In other news I am having a nervous breakdown (i just accidentally typed beakdown…) that includes panic attacks while ordering coffee, excessive watching of Star Trek episodes, over eating of chocolate, and extreme irritability and self loathing. It’s really fucking awesome and fun.
I am attempting a new Pdoc and he is upping my wellbutrin intake. embarrassingly I thought wellbutrin was an SSRI and apparently it isn’t. wtf to i know, anyway? Later we will add in some prozac maybe. I just fell into the rabbit hole of reading about drugs online. I do not recommend this activity as the lists of side effects will instantly make even a healthy person have a panic attack.
Things are annoying me. Like all the douchey things people started saying when the Komen Foundation pulled money to planned parenthood. It was immediately assumed by everyone that it was a politically motivated pro-choice/anti-abortion move. and the douchey anti-abortion people felt all righteously vindicated like “fuck those poor underserved women and their constant abortions and birth control seeking behaviors, let ‘em get breast cancer too. they deserve it”. accept that it was couched much more nicely since surely no one would actually think or say that out loud. Some people started trotting out shit like CDC. HA really? give me a break. I can’t even bring myself to get into how utterly wrong it is to compare the two services. anyway, HUGE EYEROLL.
I’m just trying to think of a situation in which I would feel good about limiting crucial heath care to someone because of how i feel about some other thing. I can’t think of anything. although feel free to suggest things.
No related posts.
Related posts brought to you by Yet Another Related Posts Plugin.
There are times when I feel like I’m taking anti-crazy medication when I’M NOT CRAZY, THINGS JUST SUCK. The recent Komen stuff is a perfect example.
all i can say is that anybody who whinges on about abortion being murder better not have EVER voted for anyone who is for the death penalty. EVER. also i refuse to use the term pro-life as it is a huge load of horse shit.
I hope the med adjustments help ease you out of the rabbit hole. I’m currently living under a tree. I just realized recently that I’ve been trying to convince myself that it’s normal to want to stay in bed all day and to panic when my mom or Philip has seconds of dinner because it means I’ll have to cook AGAIN and I’m so exhausted from taking the trash out I can’t even think about how to keep these damn people fed. I think it’s time to get my wellbutrin up too.
I don’t even know what to say about all that Komen stuff – you’ve said it all better than I can. There is no excuse on earth good enough to warrant denying any women of any beliefs the ability/opportunity to screen herself for breast cancer.